Pain in Patience

If pain must come, may it come quickly.

Because I have a life to live.

A life that rewind is never a posibility

Patience is power.

Patience is not an absence of action.

It is the "right timing" to put things in the right place where they belong.

I have learned that waiting is never easy.

In fact it is one of the toughest as I see.

It is the most difficult to learn, and I want to get used to the feeling.

Waiting hurts.

Forgetting hurts.

But not knowing which decision to take can sometimes be the most painful of then all.

Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought.

It is simply Useless and disappointing.

Plainly a waste and gaining but nothing.

I want to reach you out and grab your hand.

Hold it to me, right over my heart.

Exacty right where it aches the most.

I don't know if doing that would heal me.

I will still take risk even if it will make my heart break entirely.

Either way this constant hungry waiting would at least be satisfied completely.