When The Cold Hits Me Inside

I was awaken by an unfamiliar sound

When I opened my eyes,

I saw a man I can't recognized.

He was crossing in front of me while trying to hide from my sight

I immediately looked after you,

realizing you were no longer by my side.

At that moment the cold flown through every inch of my soul case

With weak and struggling knees,

I forced myself to get up.

Trying to confirm if everything that I see is real

But the pieces of evidences made it firm

That's the time that cold finally hits me

I lost all my strength so I went crawling back to bed

No matter how hard I tried to stop those falling tears from my eyes

My pillow and my blanket were the witnesses how helpless I was that time.

Out of no where you showed up in font of me

I know that you know that I'm awake

You even came closer to me to confirm

for Pete's sakes!

Dude! I can't even look at you in the eye 

There is nothing to talk about.

Nothing needs to be explained.

I get it, you are so back with your old free self.

While here I am, the cold hits me inside so bad

And probably the coldest since the last time I had.